addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


there were chopped onions in dinner and now my mouth is feeling gross even after brushing my teeth.

granuloma bandage is off! finally my finger can breathe... but the rotting skin looks gross and the entire granuloma has yet to dry up/ fall off.

i feel my muscles atrophying and getting soft and icky. i think detraining is annoying and it's a constant challenge to keep myself from growing into the pig that i was last year. aye the body is a queer little complex thing. haha but unlike last year i'm totally not missing boring training.

studying at the class bench with the wind blowing in my face (not too strong) and with genius ruyi by my side to answer my toopid questions is rather gratifying. hahah i was especially tickled by how mrlow appeared like some mirage... just as ruyi and i were facing difficulty in comprehending the lecture notes..

today i realised that biking home at near 7-ish is quite interesting cos you can really smell what everyone is cooking. like seriously! hahha biking in the morning is annoying cos there are people walking their dogs which sometimes run wild and try to attack me. and then there's the morning jam. and the impatient drivers who REFUSE to give way to measly lowly school-going kid on a bicycle but instead horn and give me dirty looks. haha. i exaggerate not.

HI I FEEL AWFUL COS MY MOUTH FEELS LIKE ITS FULL OF ONIONS. haha.

i am restlessss. studying is boringggg. i wanna go shoppingggggg. ohohoh! great world renovated their cedele and it looks so gorgeous now. and they've got new dishes! i wanna eat there! :(

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you